Especially for You

11同学昨日发烧，没有能够参加生日聚会，好在今天一早烧退了，还乐呵呵的赶去上班了。
回头传了些手机里的照片给我，看不全脸的照片我都还挺喜欢的。
早上下的歌，现在在听：
Are you really here
Or am I dreaming
I can’t tell dream from truth
For it’s been so long
Since I have seen you
I can hardly remember your face anymore
When I get pretty lonely
And the distance causes only silence
I think of you smiling
With pride in your eyes
Lover that sighs
If you want me
Satisfy me
If you want me
Satisfy me
Are you really sure that you believe me
When others say I lie
I wonder if you could ever despise me
When you know I really tried
To be a better one
To satisfy you
For you’re everything to me
And I’ll do what you ask me
If you let me be free
If you want me
satisfy me
If you want me
Satisfy me
If you want me
Satisfy me
If you want me
Satisfy me
钢筋水泥森林 起床 工作 想梦见精灵而不再是工作
被囚禁 没有安全感 没有拥有感 忙碌后的空虚 迷失自己
五月最后的一天，再过一个月我就工作满一年了，却不知道自己这一年获得了什么。戏剧化的生活让我怀疑其实生活本来就是这样的，所谓的平淡才是假的。想要安定，想要承诺，想要看到未来，空洞…
当风吹散我的时候，一切都没有存在过。